" Salam , Abang duit cukup tak ? "
It hurts me everytime
Dalam dilema , either i should tell her the truth or not
Total expenses mggu ni RM 450
Well this week is crazy . Im all in hell
Even if it is not
Still , minggu lain pakai banyak duit gak
Kalau nak bezakan antara keperluan dan kehendak . Those things are in need .
Aku keluar tengok movie pun tak . Belanja awek lagi laa . Abah marah carik awek . lol xD
Barang semua dah mahal . Dan skills pengurusan kewangan pun sucks.
" Tell the truth even it is hurts "
Abah selalu pesan benda ni , As since dari kecik . Im not so honest to them . Haha
" Duit jangan risau , susah macam mana pun ibu abah , Ibu abah akan cari jalan untuk bagi abang duit . Asalkan abang belajar betul² "
Tssk
I guess , sometimes i have to tell lies to them . Makin besar , mungkin kita dah belajar untuk tknak susahkan Ibu abah.
I will think something for it instead
" Cukup duit tak ni ? "
" Cukup Ibu , Insha Allah "
Still , after an hour
" Ibu dah bank in 200 , belajar elok² , ingat 3 perkara . Ibu sayang abang "
" Sayang ibu jugak :'( "
Mom always gonna be mom
Parents always gonna parents
They gonna be an absolute love for us
Always
Kadang-kadang kita lupa pada yg dekat
Sebab kita tak rasa nilai kasih sayang tu bila diorang ada dgn kita
" They don't really understand me "
Hakikatnya , berbelas tahun kita hidup dalam kasih sayang diorang . Berbelas tahun kita hidup dalam keringat dan kerja keras diorang .
They knew your flaws but they choose to love you anyways. They knew the pain we hide behind our broken smile . They took it out of our hearts and heal it instead
How come they didnt understand ?
But , we barely called them . We barely talked to them . We barely told them that we miss them
Semuanya atas alasan sibuk dgn assignment dan perjumpaan society.
Tapi , kita ada pulak masa untuk keluar melepak dgn member , bergayut berjam-jam dgn orang yg lebih 'memahami'
Kita tak rasa nilai kasih sayang tu
Sebab nilai belum hilang dari kita
Take it granted dude
Nobody gonna love you as worth as they did
You didnt know who are actually been there for you when you are all in need , Until you lost them
How long has it been, that you didnt call them ?
How long has it been, that you didnt tell them that you love them ?
Nak cakap diorang tak memahami
But , you still rely on them
Dah bekerja , ada duit sendiri ?
But , you grew up with them . Kau tak lahir terus besar dan mampu bekerja
Annoy with them ?
They teach you how to pee and poop , how to use a spoon and fork , how to walk and run
Never give up on you even those things are really suck to endure with
Were they annoyed with you ?
No dude . Never . They love you
Do you love them ?
Take a shortbreak from you 'hectic excuses' . Just some minutes of them . Call your parents . Say thanks for everything . Okay ?
O' Allah
Bless my parents with a good health , love and mercy from you . Amen
